I did not have unrealistic expectations for pregnancy, I knew it was going to be difficult (especially after my intro into it a.k.a. 1st trimester). But you can not imagine, without having experienced it, what "difficult" entails. I have now gone over a week without sleep. My nights have become a source of anxiety for me, which is not helping matters. I can't fall sleep nor can I stay asleep. And as you can imagine, it is catching up to me. I don't feel like myself, I am an exhausted, weepy version. Couple that with the pregnancy hormones and aches and pains, and I'm a walking fun house!
I have a really bad habit of saying "how am I going to do this for "x" more months?". All this does is cause me to panic when I should really be living day to day. So instead of getting through the next two months, I'm going to try to focus on getting through the day. I hope, pray and wish that tonight I get some sleep!
We have our doctors appointment tomorrow, 30 week ultrasound. We'll get some measurements and pictures, I can't wait to see her. Hopefully my doctor can provide me with some tips on how to get some sleep.
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